Same Angels

by @newukenewyork

Liner Notes

“Same Angels” - #fawm 50/90 2024 song 17

For Judson Memorial Church’s “The Q in Question / Queering As an Act of Constant Curiosity” series: song 5/6. Week 5: Queering Our Practices.

Here’s a new song draft for my fifth week of writing around the current sermon and service series from my friend Rev. Micah Bucey @revmicahb and all the staff and artists at @judsonchurchnyc Judson Memorial Church in Greenwich Village. This week we talked and thought about disability and how it can be created by the systems that refuse to support and sustain all abilities. I got my bridge inspiration from the colors of the disability pride flag. https://www.goodhousekeeping.com/life/a43876914/disability-pride-flag/

I want to note that my intention was/is not to roleplay or “imagine myself” as a person with any particular disability when I wrote or when I sing this song. I am thinking about my own relationship to and participation in ableism and about my community including people of all abilities who deserve love, care, and respect.

Note on the idea of “queer,” in the words of Bell Hooks, this is “‘queer' not as being about who you're having sex with (that can be a dimension of it); but 'queer' as being about the self that is at odds with everything around it and that has to invent and create and find a place to speak and to thrive and to live.”

This series: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6mTUlPL-MmDowRNMY7fadcs17um8IlSW&si=DJp6Qh_sMGm6YLp4

#fuc #acoustic #acousticonetake #ukulele #personwithukulele #onetake #girlwithukulele #singersongwriter

Lyrics

I spy with my blind eye
The way the world’s on tumble dry
I’ve got wounds; put your hand inside
You’ve got scars I can certify

My sight is not a metaphor
This body’s why I’m made for
Bending worlds to fit my time
Bending time to fit my mind
New wine, new skin
Same angel within

You call me broken, call me strange
Call me foolish, use my name
Take me as I am; you cannot heal
The things that make me real

My movement’s not a metaphor
CHORUS

Gold is in the air, it’s coloring our thoughts
White is for the solid ghosts they don’t know that we brought
Red says “go” to breath and moves within our blood
Green knows what we can and what we cannot touch
Blue is for the color-wash that sometimes paints
Across the black of mourning loss, protest, and rage

Our thoughts are not a metaphor
Our bodies are why we’re made for
Bending worlds to fit our time
Bending time to fit our minds
New wine, new skin
Same angels within

Comments

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Great bell hooks quote! And wow, "New wine, new skin, same angel within" - What a line!! I am in awe of your ability to unabashedly write such deep and poignant lyrics and make it work with such simple and humble ukulele accompaniment. I really dig the chord articulations in here too! Man, so many great lines in this. "You cannot heal the things that make me real" is incredible.
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Shaking my head, like I always do, thinking, "How is she SO DANGED GOOD every single time?!" Do you do gigs at all? It would be fun to come up and see you playing sometime. ❤️
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This song is a mix between melancholy and hopeful black morning protests rage yeah I get all that but there's a little bit of hopefulness in this as well.
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Your singing is gorgeous, and the lyrics are very insightful and moving.
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this song reminds me of when i was in sisth grade. the school for the blind was overcrowed. so my school added classes for blind students. They were always th best musicians in our school orchestra, and they knew it. Their disability led to their ability to concentrate more profoundly on playing the music. they were not distracted by looking around the room and goofing off. so i understand it when you sing against metaphoring psysical and intellectual differences. it reminds me of susan sontag's book illness as metaphor in which she vents her hatred of cancer bering used as a metaphor, cancer is canver and the only thing cancerous is the cancer itself. your melodies and vocals here are as gorgeous as ever and you tackled a difficult subject with grace and intelligence
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