hate me

by @maxx

There is no demo for this song.

Liner Notes

some of this this was partially written back in september when i was spiraling about something, and as I am (unfortunately) in a similar situation but more based in reality, I ended up writing the rest of it
if there is no where else for the feeling to go, write about it

Lyrics

What is left to say?
I hurt you, I hurt you, again
Know I let you down, so careless
Told myself I would try
Not to repeat my mistakes
But I like to run, I like to run
Run from the things that stay

Every mile, every hour, the clock is endless ticking
It’s a bomb, I desire
Someday you’ll pull the pin
Every mile, every hour, the time is going down
Hold a gun, ready to fire
Someday soon, it stops working out

You just hate me, I know it (You’ll hate me, you’ll hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (One moment, I’ll be going)
You just hate me, I know it (You’ll hate me, you’ll hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (Discarded, I’ve been knowing)

Just go and walk on by,
Act like I’m out of sight
My mistakes, I’ve been payin’ (Are you playin’?)
Watch the vacuum expand
The space between us stretching
But I’m out of hope, I’m out of cope
Hope that your love won’t change

Every mile, every hour, the clock is endless ticking
It’s a bomb, I desire
Someday you’ll pull the pin
Every mile, every hour, the time is going down
Hold a gun, ready to fire
Someday soon, it stops working out

You just hate me, I know it (You’ll hate me, you’ll hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (One moment, I’ll be going)
You just hate me, I know it (You’ll hate me, you’ll hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (Discarded, I’ve been knowing)

Please just let me try
Please let me know
Don’t let me leave
Don’t let me go
I know I’m wrong
I know your fight
But I swear to god
That I’ll make it right

You just hate me, I know it (Don’t hate me, don’t hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (Don’t say that you’ll be going
You just hate me, I know it (Don’t hate me, don’t hate me)
You just hate me, I know it (I love you, let’s keep going)

Comments

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Relatable, poignant, and raw. Well done, @maxx!
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The shift in the last two stanzas gives it some room for hope. As always, you write evocative and heartfelt lyrics. This deserves some music!!
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